there's no happy ending with me

oh so guess what

turns out my chest pain is most likely a condition called costochondritis

since it lasted like three days and I almost fainted at work yesterday my mom told me to go to the doctor and I did this morning

they checked out my heart and took some blood work just to be safe but my heart and lungs apparently sound fine so it’s probably just this costochondritis thing which is basically a swelling in the cartilage between your sternum and ribs

it should go away on its own it’s just very uncomfortable and def had me worrying something was wrong with my heart or something

it should be better in a couple days

I know you all were concerned

shared 5 months ago, with 2 notes + reblog

X no one cares steph X no one cares

so we’re heading to my grandparents for labor day weekend

aka I’m not gonna be around today or most of tomorrow

I do have my phone but lbr tumblr mobile is shitty

so goodbye til tomorrow!

shared 8 months ago + reblog

X no one cares X no one is even awake

now I’m stealing books from the weasleys

charming 

shared 10 months ago, with 2 notes + reblog

X steph does pottermore X no one cares

officially

one paper stands between me and graduation

if I can write it tonight that will be GLORIOUS

but we all know me and I’ll just dick around and whine about not wanting to do it all night and then have to do it tomorrow

and my family is coming tomorrow to pick up a bunch of my shit

so that’s gonna cut into my time

but GOD it’d be so nice to get it done tonight

send me motivational thoughts so I’ll do it

shared 1 year ago, with 4 notes + reblog

X no one cares X no one is on X whatever whatever just killing time while this video exports because it's due at 1:30

ok so tomorrow I have to

get up at 8/8:30
let someone into the editing suite at 8:45
go to therapy at 9
go to the gym at 10
shower at 11
watch the rest of a film for class at 12
go to class at 2
start my paper due friday at 4
go to film lab at 7
work on my paper more at 8
go to bed whenever I feel tired

and then thursday I have to

be a TA at 8:30
class at 10
work on my paper from 11:15 until sleep

and then friday I have to

go to class at 11:30
work on my paper until it’s due at 5
maybe go pick up my brother at school
PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR around 10 because I have to be at school with the rest of my RA people while everyone else has left for spring break and we can’t leave til saturday

my paper has to be 2500-3000 words. so that’s not terrible. but my focus hasn’t been good all year so it’s going to take me forever. you’ll undoubtedly see me on tumblr, but I won’t be around much otherwise CUZ I NEED TO GET THIS SHIT DONE plus I have other RA things to do so I’m gonna be pretty busy til saturday, when it’s SPRING BREAK WOOHOO (yes that’s a friends reference if you didn’t catch it)

shared 1 year ago + reblog

X just posting this in case I do actually poof from the world X no one cares X but it's nice to have it all organized for myself somewhere X I HAVE PLENTY OF TIME THIS CAN BE DONE X steph in real life

I hear my brother watching Friends in the other room

(if you know it through a wall, you know it too well!)

and he literally just BURST into laughter for like a minute

nothing pleases me more than people enjoying my favorite show

shared 1 year ago, with 5 notes + reblog

X this has been a post X no one cares X sorry I'm not sorry

lotr marathon was fucking awesome

as always, I lost it like 5 times during return of the king

ugh everything is hobbits and nothing hurts

and now it’s 5:30 and I have to get up in the morning and I’M NOT TIRED AT ALL